#wow it's almost like mental illness is hereditary 🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Visit Tumblr Blog
Explore Tumblr blogs with no restrictions, modern design and the best experience.
Last Seen Tumblr Blogs
Fun Fact
When “GIF” was named word of the year in 2012, Oxford Dictionaries U.S.A. credited Tumblr for pushing the word.
Text
Nothing 2 c here folks keep scrolling
#been really wondering if ADHD has been my problem all my life#like i was a very inattentive kid and would act out#then went through about a 10-year period after my dad left where i 'smartened up'#but really i was just tamping down the symptoms by relying on an OCD crutch of having to hyper control everything#and then burnt out around the late 10s#and since the pandy started it's been a fucking free-for-all like i feel my brain deteriorating#but i think it's been me finally being able to relax#and now even the thought of having to get myself organized sends me into a spiral because i know i'll have to end up relying on the same#crutches again#it's either just balls to the wall free for all winging session or get my ass in gear stressed 24/7 about missing deadlines nightmare#either way i can't win#doesn't help that the crutches are ARFID and it's been getting worse and worse#and doesn't help that after going vegetarian for a decade i keep getting these terrible intrusive thoughts that my mental decay is due to#me not getting proper nutrition and that my heart is gonna up and fail#but tbh i've always been that way sigh#AND IT DOESN'T HELP THAT MY SO-CALLED 'DOCTOR' FATHER keeps feeding these fears by saying how he failed me and should have been around to#make sure i ate better#and that i only have until the age of 25 to fix things before there's IRREVERSIBLE DAMAGE#wow it's almost like mental illness is hereditary 🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄#vent
1 note
·
View note